Painting as a nature

Painting as a nature

  Vacation is a time when I am given a lot of time, but I do not have time to spend only for myself. Nature is dazzlingly beautiful and everyone goes on vacation.

 It's a great time to spend precious time with your family. From the point of view of an artist, it is also a period when the time to paint is lost. Spending time with my family and taking care of my children should be withheld from painting and enjoying the natural scenery.

  ​But if I think about it the other way around, nature itself is a large canvas. I admire the picture of nature every day. Even if I can't draw, I might like to finish a painting by chance, but the scenery I see every day quenches my desire to paint for a while.

  ​Being a painter means that every day you fight the desire to paint. When a picture is not drawn as expected, I feel depressed. This is a melancholy based on the desire to paint purely independent of the scenery and weather outside.

  ​When I chose the life of a painter, in other ways I felt a real freedom. Because from the moment I made up my mind and declared myself a painter, I felt that the existence of something I had fought with in my heart was gone. It's because the other self who always told me to take a different path and draw a picture didn't say that anymore. I felt a sense of security as if my self was a perfect match. And I had a desire to become a good artist myself.

 ​However, in the life of painting itself, there are so many things that I have to challenge and overcome.  I have to fight the ambiguity that repeats every day. I have to prove myself and constantly improve myself.

 ​And when I find out that it is difficult to actually get time to draw, write, or even read a book, I get very discouraged. But I know it well. There are a lot of people in this environment, and it is the fact that I may still be painting in a good environment.

  Therefore, I should always be grateful, look around more, encourage ourselves, and walk again.