You can live your own styleAn artist is a person who creates his or her own unique style. They are storytellers who use the medium of painting to tell the world the messages they discover through paintings. They spend most of their lives reflecting on themselves through art, finding profound messages, and trying to express the realizations and reflection. Therefore, when people look at their artworks and feel immersive energy, they are moved. Because of this aspect, I define a painting as an invitation to space rather than simply a flat surface. And as you paint as an artist, you learn to pursue different styles and respect and acknowledge others. This is the biggest benefit I've gotten from painting. This symbiosis with art is not just a journey of self-discovery but also an evolution of empathy and appreciation—a profound gift bestowed by the canvas.
We all have the right to live in our own style, whether through painting or not. And within these rights, we must respect others and their tastes and preferences. Because no one in the world is perfect and no one can tell you the right answer. I believe that painting gives us the opportunity to encounter this diversity. As I meet people, I also meet people who are fixed on one ideology, value, and style. One woman even tried to control my life and style by directly telling me not to date people from certain countries. People with these characteristics believe that they are unconditionally right and ‘point out and criticize’ other people’s styles to fit their own. I don’t hesitate to use future faking, saying that if I listen to myself carefully, ‘good things’ will happen. Every time I hear this, I respond like this. ‘I’m old enough to make decisions so I can take care of it by myself without your advice.’ Then, I realized that there is a certain feeling of ‘anger’ that cannot be expressed in the eyes of people with these characteristics. But I don't mind. I am not close to these types of people. I can meet as many people as I want, and I also have the freedom not to have deep relationships with these people. In this respect, as I meet people in my life, I find people who seem more like artists than artists. Statistics actually say that artists have narcissism and are trapped within themselves. However, I have had many experiences where these statistics are unfair. Still, I make no excuses. Because I believe that allowing people of that style to live that style is also the freedom they should have. This is in no way something I can control. I just respect it. So, when I meet people who are more like artists than artists, I sometimes think about whether that person's life would have been easier if they had turned this kind of self-centered fantasy into art. The narcissists I met had something very common. They easily say things like ‘ignore and disrespect’. This word is the standard by which I distinguish the narcissists around me, and I have applied it well for a very long time. Strangely enough, narcissists have a pattern, so the presence of these words is very helpful. As we interact with people throughout our lives, we create many experiences, stories, and episodes. If only good and beautiful things happened in human relationships, we would be extremely happy, but even though relationships are deep, conflicts and difficulties always arise. But I always meet two types of people. There is a Korean proverb that says, ‘The ground becomes harder after it rains.’ This means that when difficulties or trials arise, we become stronger on the inside and deepen our relationships. If you look at the human relationships around you, there is a relationship where the ground becomes harder when it rains. However, when it rains, it quickly turns into muddy water, which makes relationships even worse, and through this, we can see the evil nature of humans and become surprised or disappointed. So, I tend to observe people’s behavior patterns after it rains like this. This is one of the habits I developed automatically after suffering from narcissists for a long time and breaking away from them. When it rains heavily, that is, when there is a conflict, ordinary people consider each other's position from their side. Then, we can discuss how you could stand in the other person's shoes, sympathize with them, and share your feelings. As they do this, they get to know each other more deeply and their relationship becomes deeper. Through these times and events, you can see and respect the other person's deep feelings and attitudes that you did not know during times of peace. And we can watch out for each other so that it doesn't happen again. I am deeply grateful that we are looking out for each other. Their relationship grows deeper. However, the relationship with the people who make mud after the rain is a very different picture. They are always right but accuse the other person of being wrong. Above all, they secondarily attack the other person's meaningless and inadequate actions by packaging them with words such as 'ignorance and rudeness' or 'threats and attacks.' When they use these words, the uncomfortable feelings the other person may feel are not taken into consideration at all. So when I hear these subjective and emotional words, I think about the relationship again. In particular, if I hear these words even though I am not deep enough to hear them, I can find an alarm ringing in my heart. The average person knows that if they think someone is really ignoring them or being rude, they can just naturally walk away. Is there a need to convey this directly to the other person? In fact, they really don't realize that talking to the other person like this is really ignoring the other person and treating them rudely. And you must know that pointing out the other person's unique personality and style is an act of 'ignoring' the other person. More and more, you realize how important it is to recognize your worth, truly love yourself, and acknowledge others. This is more important than me winning awards, being first, and being successful. Because we have to live together. I am not a perfect human being either. I made a lot of mistakes and I still have a lot to learn. And I don't always think I'm right or right. However, through several episodes, we discover that it is important to protect one's value as an artist and as a human being and to have one's standards. And when we live with people who are lacking, we learn that ‘empathy’ and ‘reflection’ are important virtues.
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Dean's Award For Outstanding Academic Achievement in Educational Theatre MA in Educational!4/12/2024 Dean's Award For Outstanding Academic Achievement in Educational Theatre MA in Educational!I believe that Adelphi graduate school was a turning point in my life. As Jean Nidetch said, “It’s not a chance that determines your destiny,” the choice to attend Adelphi graduate school changed my destiny. I have my own artistic lens, consistent with the curriculum and goals, and am now able to work as an artist with confidence and without fear towards the world. And to the professors who taught me, I would like to say that you are my teachers and great mentors who upgraded me to another level, and I would like to express my gratitude. I did not simply study and receive credits, but through this course, I was able to look back on my entire life and experience as if my life was being healed. And through this, I gained the confidence and vision that I can help others through education and contribute to creating a wonderful society where we can live together. I would like to express my sincere gratitude to the professors who gave me an amazing vision and a beautiful, unforgettable experience, and to the school officials who gave me this opportunity. I received good news from Adelphi Graduate School that I would be receiving a Dean's Award.
Starting in the fall of 2022, all the courses I studied will pass by like a film. I can say that I studied with all my might. Because I started studying exactly 20 years after receiving my master's degree in a field other than art, I really wanted to study, I was passionate, and most of all, I was desperate. For me, I did my best with the mindset and vision to make this graduate school a turning point in my life, not just a degree or a 4.0 grade. So when I organize the things I studied, tears come to my eyes without me realizing it. This is because the language and culture were different, and I remember the difficulties of reading, studying, and completing assignments. On top of this, raising children, working on projects, and teaching students were my additional tasks. I had to do all of this perfectly. I always lacked sleep, was tired, and found studying difficult. However, because it was an opportunity given after 20 years of earnest effort, I felt that the joy of being able to study was stronger than any difficulties ahead of me. There truly is joy in learning. I was not pursuing this master's program and degree for any job or purpose. I was already employed as an ‘artist’ and had no goals other than studying. My only goal was to gain some kind of qualification to educate students more professionally, and I desperately needed something that would give wings to my vision as a studio artist. And I knew that if I was prepared like this, a better opportunity would arise someday. Because I already have enough experience and careers as a studio artist. But as I study, I feel more and more greedy. It is a desire to study further. But I can't think of a doctorate. I have to stop studying right here and run into the field. As an artist and educator. Still, my studies will not end and will continue. I completed all of my degree coursework last winter, along with summer classes. My GPA was an amazing 4.0, and I felt like I was rewarded for all my hard work and passion, but after finishing my studies, it was difficult to let go of the idea of wanting to study more for a while. But I can't run with my personal greed like this. I think a master's degree is sufficient for artists and for me. I have a lot more to learn besides this. I will learn this slowly and prepare in the future. I would like to thank everyone who gave me encouragement, support, and so that I could successfully complete my master's program. Professional spirit through paintingI had the experience of receiving healing from an esthetician at a massage shop. That day, my whole body was stiff from stress. Without realizing it, I put my tense arms out to the side and stretched them with strength. At that time, I felt frustrated and stressed. Just then my esthetician grabbed my stiff arm and gave it a massage. It seemed like she was probably trying to get me to relax. It was a quiet time with no words spoken, but I experienced healing from her in that moment. Then, my stiff muscles relaxed and I felt instantly at ease. And I felt grateful to her for empathizing with me and helping me ease her mind.
Since then, I think a lot about professionalism. This is because my esthetician truly did her best in her field, was professional, and conveyed her spirit through her work. In this respect, I wonder what I can do through painting. I have been paying attention to the energy that objects have for a long time. Maybe that's why I have a high sense of energy. There are times when I can feel many emotions even when I just quietly look into someone's eyes. I try to picture this. And I actually see these energies interacting with each other even in the life I live. When I'm around someone who has good energy, I feel happy and energized. There are people who have such energy that just by looking at them, they feel at ease and have hopes and visions for the future. Some people have a childlike, mischievous energy that comes to mind when I am around them. Some people, when I meet them when I am feeling down, have a calming energy that resonates deeply, like meditation, as if my heart has been lifted. I love meeting these people and talking about art, about painting. However, some people wear masks to hide their energy. Sometimes I am surprised by the energy of anger coming from some people. I am well aware that because people are not perfect, this energy also constantly circulates and changes. That's why I think I should also try to have good energy. At that time, through my job, I will be able to deliver comfortable healing to someone like my massage therapist. In some ways, life is a school. I am constantly learning and re-learning things. And then I learn life lessons and become stronger again. These lessons also reduce trial and error. Things that would have been painful for a long time in the past now experience recovery within a few days. I can also enjoy the experiences I get from meeting various people, like surfing. I also learned a big lesson this time. And through painting, I will review my art world with a professional spirit and move forward again. Multicultural Night !I participated in the multicultural day held at my daughter's school by creating a Korean booth. I didn't have much time to prepare, but thankfully, with the help of my friend Sophie, I was able to successfully prepare with relative ease using the materials I had prepared in advance, such as a board, photo zone stand, and accessories. More than anything, I was grateful that the children could wear traditional hanbok and introduce the beauty of Korea. Since it was a small table booth less than 6 feet tall, there was pressure to show everything about Korea in this small space. But I think the children's bright expressions and pretty traditional hanbok already explain everything. Above all else, I decided to work with the Koreans around me to create a richer and better-organized booth next year. Art and culture are like a bridge that connects each other.
More than anything, I was grateful that I was able to reaffirm the value and importance of culture and art through this multicultural night. In particular, we held an event visitor's name in Korean on handmade paper and distributed it. Through this event, I discovered that children find Korea fascinating and fun. For me, these discoveries are invaluable experiences as an artist. Multicultural nights serve as important platforms for promoting diversity, fostering understanding and empathy, and building inclusive communities where all individuals feel valued and respected for who they are. By showcasing various cultures' traditions, languages, and arts, these events cultivate understanding and respect among community members. They provide platforms for cultural exchange, education, and celebration, empowering individuals to share their heritage and stories. And from the perspective of someone who prepared a booth, I found that a fun, magical event that can be shown quickly and has an impact is much more useful than various events that consume a lot of time. It is a good idea for the booth content to be colorful to attract attention. The photo zone provided by my friend Sophie was very popular. This arrangement is attractive and increases interest in the booth. We also gave out small, individually wrapped cookies like rice crackers and yakgwa, which I thought was a good idea, too. |
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